Darren Liu

When Life Becomes Your Video Game

People who play video games are procrastinating and buying time. It becomes worse when that video game itself is an infinite loop which causes people to have a hard time quitting.

I was lucky, in that I was playing a very particular game mode which had a definitive end which could occur any moment of playing. That game was World of Warcraft Classic: Hardcore.

After dying at least a dozen times, I finally decided, “you know what, I have better things to do.”

Because the truth was I wasn’t working, I wasn’t going anywhere in life and my time was being burned faster than paper on fire.

So I did what any sensible person would do in that situation. I quit.

And ever since I did that, I never looked back. A week has gone by, and although I’m still not making money, at least I’m working every single moment I’m awake. I couldn’t even say that while I was employed.

All my time and energy has shifted from leveling and farming in a virtual game, to leveling and farming in the real world. But instead of skill points and finding loot from drops, I am gaining real world experience and gaining followers who could turn into potential customers.

It’s been a slow start, but all the work I’m doing doesn’t disappear when I log off. I get to continue where I left off on a real world project which could affect real lives. It’s at this point I realize, everyone who is actively controlling an avatar in a game is just as a NPC themselves as the ones they are surrounded by in game.

To become a real player, you have to be a real human. Doing real human shit, which means building and creating things that have an impact on the world. I may still be a nobody in the grand scheme of things, but at least I’m not longer under the illusion that doing something in a video game would affect my real life in any positive way.

Although I will say that the effort I applied to playing the game well, has and can transfer over to the things I’m doing in real life. Also the mental fortitude to break through difficult tasks like a challenging quest is also not lost on me. I seem to be doing better than ever after quitting video games, as if I died in the virtual world and was reborn in the real world.

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